wah sian dear goin genting leh i cant go super sian...i wan go tooo!!

this few weeks is kinda weird la..i have been covering for edwin at goldman..everything seems ok but when ask abt whether i wan to be there permanetly i feel abit weird..have been floating around..thinks its kinda fun in a way and no pressures if i cock up cos the perm site de ppl will clear the mess for me..even though i haven really cocked up but i juz recevied a call saying i would be at goldman and i will be perm there..i have a little mix reactions..sure there is good and much better cos in terms of work is quite fun..fleet is better than mailroom la..kinda boring do mailroom...but den i feel tat there edwin very good liao..i dunno if i can maintain is standard anot..i scared i will screw up sia..i know i can la do a good job but den not sure i can follow his example lo...

on a lighter note...i meet dears rest of the family liao..went to dine with their aunt too...tats all of them on her mother side.but haven meet her dad yet..wah sep will see him liao.. >_>" anyway 20 june i went to her aunt hse at punggol...den saw her the other aunty...den she looks diff..slightly smaller build..i didnt know when i saw her i tot shes some friend...opps..im like so shock to hear when dear say la..she oso say she cranky but she seems fine..expect she does sound a litte fierce tot...but its a great family..alot of bonding...my family looks so distant LOL...i feel bad having them to keep treating me eat la...so i went down and won something for the 2nd aunty de son..i just hope i didnt give them a bad impression though..

a sian ner note...when dear is on vacation...i ask colin to hang out but wth he doesnt reply..den reply abit onli..i see liao oso sian...i think i rather eat alone ma...i cant fathom wats so hard abt eat..so hard to find time from scedule de meh..i guess i juz have to try and find some other friends to eat with me too...any 1 wanna date me for dinner?haha

to dear: i will miss you when you go genting..even though you will be reading this when you come back..i really miss you..you havent go i miss you already...i miss you alot ah...love you