3rd sep...today morning woke up early and got prepare to go for my interview la...the fuji xerox de...den i took train and reach there 15 mins early...fill in my application form liao den went to interview la..the person oso very funny la...when he ask mi q i say liao den he twist the q and i dunno den he say my ans out..den proceed to the test la...fuck sia the interview took longer than expected den by the time i finish the difficult test its abt 1230 liao den i think i cant make it on time for the blood pressure test den i went..so i went to buy rice den i remember cant eat cos too oily might raise my blood pressure..den i walk around b4 taking the bus there la...den reach there sit around trying to calm myself down den 2pm went up and see the kay ho den was lead to see the doc la..waited till 230 den he check lo..den he say not much diff...den wat can i say...bye bye psa...super disappointed la...but no choice..i have a lousy health...den went back feeling very disappointed la...den eat the rice on the bus den reach home slp la...cos feel very tired lo...den 6+prepare dinner for dear la..i cook rice and make the tatter puffs la...den wait for dear to come decide wat to eat den she come she cook curry mutton soup and fry egg..in the end she do every thing la..i can only wash lo...den my rice oso not up to her standard feel sad la..like everything i do oso cannot make it...haiz...den watch the detective show lo..she not interested in...den i try to get close to her den she not happy cos she slpy..my poor dear....den i went to watch the moment of truth la...den the contestant really fucked up..i really feel for her husband la...den dear wake up and left lo...den ask her abt her work at bus stop den she say secret la..den she quite irritated...wat a lousy 38 months.today totally sucks shit...no happy day with dear no job...tons of disappointment only..she apologise la..but i feel tat she didnt do anything wrong..its juz everything bad come at the same time and she nv sayang mi...but we made up later tat night from talkin on the phone...so it didnt really suck tat bad i guess

4th sep...morning the fuji xerox de call mi and tell mi i didnt do well in the test la..den i expected it la..but i didnt expect so fast contact mi la...den she tell mi got another job opening asking if i was interested..sure anything to work now...den she give mi details lo...den i went back to slp..wanted to go swim but its raining so i cancel it..play game today the whole day...den finally wait till my dear can come im so happy to see her la...den we went to eat below and buy some stuffs...den came back we talk alot..i really enjoy lying in her arms and talkingb4 she fell aslp...i love u dear