summary from 13th aug..its been a topsy turvey week...after my interview with sanofi aventis on 15th aug sheng huat call mi and tell mi hus friend so called has a small chance de got called to do medical la...den i didnt received the call..i knew tat i wont get the job liao.on the 17th night my mom mention tat she wanna increase the rent of lai yin she say ok she look for place to move...dun even wan to nego lo..idiot lo....on the 18th aug..i sms him and my fears came true when he told me they didnt want mi becos of me being too fat or something..i feel outrage lo..i tot working is see how u work and display of proficient work rate but den they choose over size..fine such a fucked up comapny i oso dun wanna join...den i feel sad la..call dear...den dear scold mi oso cos she didnt wan me to be so sad and wan mi to face up to realilty...den i ok lo...den dear came over on tues night and she help mi clean up my kitchen cos some 1 is coming to view the house becos lai yin might be moving away lo..we clean like mad den my mom came home and finish the job la...den she reward us with candian pizza..woo hoo dne she help mi go downstairs print my application form...we spend time together lo..den i told her i wan to work at psa la..cos its like more challenging...den we had a small argument as she wan mi to face up to realilty and besides i got a interview with nat steel the next day and i think i might reject it la...den she say dun complain to her if psa no call mi...the next day i went to nat steel...shit i overslept and i took cab over...made it juz in time..the morning woke up..i shit while filling the form la...cos they send mi the application form and i need to fill it and give it to them when i reach..den i see 2 ppl talking for a long time la..den later den i realise they are goin to interview mi..i hear the things..it sound ok la..to be grading steels and charge accordingly..but the pay is patheic its juz 1k la..for a company for its stature its really low lo...so i told him i need to consider for awhile...den to my wildest dream psa finally called and ask mi to go for medical on fri..i was over the moon la...den i told dear lo...den thurs morning my mom didnt work and woke mi up early to eat breakfast la...den the wan ton mi sucks la..others ok lo...den dear came over at night after she finish her exams..FINALLY...den she went to rackee for her attachment for her job de la....den my mom cook tom yam pig leg...sounds disgusting but it taste good...den we spend time together as dear finally can relax after a very tough semester..fri morning went to psa la...was so tired i slept on the bus there..den i saw alot of ppl...den we were brought into a room den we were brief abt the height test and medical we were goin to do later..the height test i tot i will fail but i didnt..but somehow that flight of stairs made my leg and mi very very tired....it seems like usual stairs but i dunno y my leg feel so tired after climbing it...den we went to medical..the other bunchs of idiot dun even know where..i jus went ahead myself...the instructions r so clear and they still dunno...den very f la the clinic becos i was the 1st to give my form i was called the last..those idiots behind mi the all finish ahead of mi...den see doc the doc say my high blood very high den i think im doom la...i seriously think i wont get this job liao...den went up for x ray...took 2 times becos 1st time i wan to take my necklace of the nurse sya dun need den in the end retake cos can see my necklace...really dumb la...den i went to clementi and eat curry chicken rice and oso buy fries..i cant remember wat abt the fries den after i bought it i remember tat i will nv go there and buy becos its so x and so little...reach home i went to slp becos i was so tired..den i keep dreaming abt nightmares which i failed to get the psa job la...different scenario sia...den dear who went to changi airport with her besties came over and buy for mi popeye chicken..OMG its my really long awaited de lo..im happy i finally got to eat it...thanks alot dear..for packing it for mi...den we share the food la...den we walk dog den came back relax awhile den dear slp till 11..den my mom came back and ask her do neckalce for teachers day de...poor dear it muz be hard on u...but thanks for agreeing to help...i love u...