5th dec..morning i woke up slightly late abit den quickly got change and went out..when i walk till mrt i remember dear ask mi to morning call her so i did and after call her liao i went back into daze mode again den i daze till camp la...den i realise i was slightly late for mounting so i didnt go den i was preparing to go to my external den realise its at 9 la.den i went to guard rest wanna slack awhile den they told mi go now so i went lo...den reach there liao i drove ianrick to go buy food den we went back to gcm la...i had a super filling breakfast cum lunch den wait for the gcm thingy la...all seems to be fine till got new insert to ah to take medicine den soon got 1 more cph la..damn it i was sensing trouble liao den oso got the cgh a and e..holy crap la...all go out lo den i no choice have to go the afternoon detail la...den even when i did go the gcm finish at 155 den waited at camp for the kmc ppl waited till 3 la...damn it i knew i cant go liao so i reach kmc liao i call to cancel and change it on fri 1150 dunno can off anot...den actually wan dear to acc mi go de but now on fri i dunno she can anot leh haiz damn fucked up la..i hate my camp life...nvm 136 days to go onli...tahan..den on the way on i received a call from wilson den oso bernard la i took sometime to guess bernard cos i tot he now with ah beng gang de haha den they ask mi out on christmas eve wah den i got duty leh i dunno can go anot haiz fuck leh...den meet dear and waited for dear till 7 at jp...45 mins there...den she came down pissed cos i cant hear her cos the background noisy la...but the moment she see donut she happy liao den omg she order 7 donuts la den its super X la but she already order i didnt wanna embarassed her by asking her to put them back so i juz buy lo..waste money la haiz..den we go win another toy for her cos i simply cant miss la...den oso buy alot food back to eat...den in between alot of small quarrels la...sian lo..den i walk dog she cook dinner den i bath liao we eat...feel happy to eat with her den we watch tv...den afterdat we slp till 11+..den i send her dog wah the fucking vus took 25 mins to come lo...but nvm spend time with her longer...tml duty no ridwan do liao so i cant see her sure miss her alot de haiz...miss u dear