23rd aug..morning woke up go gcm la...b4 that went to bunk saw desmond and jauhary look dam sian la...i knew it from their expression is abt last night turn out la...den i didnt say anything..den set off to gcm...while there azhar take wrong alot key wah hes super blur la 1st time see spec everything wrong im quite suprise i muz say cos he oso quite ok de but today alot screw up..den i went to buy food bought for desmond oso..den eat liao wait for time to go home la...den went to shit walk the long stairs up...afterdat i stay up there to skive awhile but i heard some weird noise so i went away..didnt wanna stay and see wat would happen...den soon we went back liao..reach camp juz in time so i book out la...actually today i was suppose to go for my O lvls oral de...i had a struggled with my inner self and decided not to go in the end...i knew i suck..even though i did well for these i miss the listening and stuff...so i tot wats the point and besides im too tired to even think abt it..after a long time deciding this i went to talk to my friends...thx for talking with mi...i guess having opinion isnt bad as i tot i might juz go for the other exams juz for experince...and den i tot to wan ling..her grades were excellent in N lvl but i heard she fail and eng and nearly her maths...den i was like so shocked...indeed at tat time i knew i was in for a tough ride..i knew i had defintely made a mistkae when i decided to enrol for it...i regret no heeding advice from dear...den after awhile dear came with via...i show her the simpsons movie and she went back..dear and i brought ray down to walk the field and we went back to get dinner and some desert for mi..we showered and den we atch tv together...having dear by my side is so xin fu la i wish it doesnt end so fast but it did anyway..den i fell aslp soon afterdat