12th july....wah today morning woke up abit early to read dears blog...den read till i late..den i change and quickly left house..remembering the previous day tat the bus is so cramp i decided to walk...den reach liao miss my train and late to wait the extra long de train...den reach camp liao late..luckily my morning detail cancel so i went to rest...den rest awhile ridwan ask mi thing den i woke up..den i still keep have diahorea...den i shit till my ass hurts la...den i go disturb ridwan dun let him slp...den i go mass use com awhile den he came so we went to eat lunch together...den after lunch i went to take my book and prepare to go cgh for my external den go let pc sign liao i watch them play ping pong...den i went for my external..i use 57...i crank till 70 and speed there but the petrol is low and i refuse to top up cos its not our vehical...den after reaching awhile zhen hao ask mi go find them so i did..but i buy slurpee to the clinic...den wei bin went away...den i help escort...den when see doc i found arkward so i hide the slurpee in my pocket den the nurse disturb mi...den when finish liao i was outside drinking den got another nurse disturb mi...wats wrong with nurses?den i drove them back..rest awhile den i go mass play table soccer awhile...den go home..i read on the papers abt jj sha shous mv so i went to catch a glimpse of it on youtube..its really cool and nice but i feel damn sick abt wat the guy did la...it disgust mi...den i brought ray down for a walk den meet dear for kfc..we walk together..after eating dear buy cakes..den we went back...den came back 930 so i watch tv for awhile and incredible tales for awhile den i went to take a short nap..den woke up its late den i rush dear den i realise she was reading my history for my conversation with huimei la den she damn pissed off..cos she tot she was my stress machine...of cos she is...shes 1 of the most impt ppl in my life...everything i do with her im serious and anxious abt it...when things goes wrong naturally stress comes in...den i think she misunderstood and we had a long talk...damn sad la i dunno if she will accept my reason..den i went to bath..my mom oso dun wanna help mi hang clothes...haiz....sad life...but dear really pls believe mi..anything i say offended u is juz a thing of a past..its 7months ago for goodness sake...i love u and i always do...it doesnt change so pls forgive my moment of folly and believe mi once more...i love u