8th jan...wah morning wake up the pain unbearable...with every step i take it feels like my leg is break...my back ache much better liao but still hurts like crap...den i was struggling alot lo...den when i reach they say go cantoment earlier..den i went to take a quick 15 rest den went...driving still ok but when reach a place congested..my muscle aches la...a few times it hurts till i wanna let go...but i endure lo...finally reach after a long long journey...parking was a chore too...den finish parking liao really limb to them...den when back...managed to took 1 days off cos tues got nth to do...den stay at there to do duty lo....very sian lo...den heard got something goin on at night but lucky no..

9th jan..woke up at 730 to go home...when noah and farid came i went home...to have my well deserve rest...so tired lo...den went back slp till 12 den play audition after lunch...till 4+...den play ps2 awhile...den realise it 730 liao den i went down to buy yoko yoko den came up bath den watch pck lo...funny...haiz i wonder if 40 years down the room would i be like the dad..lol...den dear came and we spend some time together lo...i love her alot and when i see her i quite happy...but she look so tired and rugged...i see liao abit heart ache...den i hug her tight and den we play audition for a while b4 she go shit den i send her down to the lift cos my leg still hurts..i dun bear 1 but feel so sad..den at night wanna blog dunno y cant den i sian den i go slp...

10th jan...morning too tired...dun wanna wake up till 640...change liao went to slp till 650...den went to camp..when reach camp heard tat either noah or mi will go to ang mo kio camp i dunno how to go so tot farid go den i went to shit..come out den see noah go den i went to slp..till noon den i wake up go have lunch...den went to mass watch little man..onli the last 15 mins..shit...quite funny wor...den use com talk to dear den she like so rude when i say hey to her...she say wad..it makes mi feel like im a stranger talking to her and bothering her..den i feel quite pissed..she wont understand the feeling till it happens to her..and she tot im crazy...den nvm la..i try to ignore it den i went to kranji dump to throw things and go mt line...den after tat come back 4+..went to play carrom..i dun understand sia i m such a good player but suddenly my shooting all like fuck...shit la...i miss alot den got 1 person suerp arrogant cb de...den i went to rest den dear called den we sort of quarrel...sian de lo always quarrel with her..dunno for wat..den when go home she so late den come meet lo den its like we goin to her friend de thing..den she dun wan late den she come late..sian la...disrupt my plans...den i wan to eat kfc cos i craving for it a long time liao..den went home bath den went to jp meet dear..we had kfc liao den she haven buy present den i tot its quite rude to go empty handed so i nag at her for a while...den we went to lot 1 she buy a necklace and cake for her friend laine..den we celebrate by sitting behind lot 1 dunno do wat..den i see her so happy with friends den i play psp lo..den more ppl came...den via ask dear some stupid q den dear die oso dun wan give up make her angry hahah..den we parted at 1030 den i came home bath..on my way home i play need for speed carbon..win the boss liao leh den forget to save...holy shit..damn sad la....haiz....i miss dear lo tml duty so till fri lo...haiz