19th nov....wah today i woke up in the morning den i quite sina nth to do..den i tot of the wrestling game so i went to play it...den eat corn flakes...den watch football..today the show ask the question i know how to ans....but i nv participate...den went to play game...den the game quite ridiculous...some 1 use a magic wand and turn mi into a gal...dumb sia..but really funny...den wanna bring ray go down to walk but rain...den i sms dear..dear today went to vivo with her family...wah den her mom bought her a $99 de blouse..wah ex wor..but im glad she got it cos she sound really happy...im happy for her...den my cousin came..den we play bleach the game from wrestling den aftertat play bleach...suddenly realise its 9 liao..den we went downstairs for dinner...b4 that i use his phone to find my phone den he told mi got my pic and lydia de pic den i was huh?got meh i tot i del liao...den i was looking in the phone...i saw alot of my pics...den i look at it i feel quite sian leh...cos i think i look quite good in the past but now im like a crap...den alot sia..the more i see the more i feel y i grow till likedat...feel quite depress...den saw my mms...which were my fav..they look really nice...den finally i saw the pic...its the pic of lydia and mi..the 2 of us...in the pici was looking very happy and she looking happy too...den i scroll and realise there were 3 pics of her in it....when i look at the pic i feel quite sad...becos i felt that ppl...they chansge really fast 1 day we can be good friends..the other day we can become enemies...looking at it confirms a thing..tat we need to cherish every 1 around us treat them good..i found my dear already..im very happy and glad tat im with my dear felicia...i will cherish her and love her with all my heart and soul...i will nv let her leave mi..its cos i love her and i dun wan any regrets in life....losing her would mean i would lose my life as there wont be any meaning in it...after looking at it i chuck it aside and ate my dinner...den dear call i call her back den went to bath came out she slp liao..i wanna tell her abt this but shes soundly aslp i cant get to see her tml so its till tues liao....dearrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i misssssssssssss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu