14th nov...wah today morning wake up same time...wanted to run away from the protein but my mom caught mi and let mi drink...den afterdat i took mrt..hesitating to go woodlands or sembawang...den call my friend he on same train with mi...den i went to sembawang...today i did some crazy shit thing...i went to the mrt station and shit...this mayb sound normal but i went in to those squating de....cos i really terrible tummyache...its 1 of the most stupidest thing i have done this year..den went there juz nice..saw got ppl caught bring camera phone..den whole day super sianz...really boring life...den finally after it finish early but still wait till 545 den can go...den i took bus to causeway den went toilet on the mall...came out got a lady ask mi to do survey or somewat questioning mi abt wanting to have a investment...den the plan is similir to the 1 i heard from UOB but my friend wanna go liao so i left my no. to her...den took bus go meet dear...she wan to wait at terminal but i heard wrongly...i tot at the bus stop...den i waited for her there..when she cant find mi she called mi..found out i was thre she was mad...i oso dunno for wat mayb cos i nv pay attention to wat she says...den very sianz...dunno y things had to become likedat..nvm..den i told her abt the investment thingy she oso not happy...den i nv help her take thing den say till like mi very wat so i oso nv help...den go back dear cook noodles while i clear ray de crap den i go shit and bath...den we quite ok liao..den juz b4 she go i was slping..i abit reclutanty dun wan to send her down...but i did den she tot i dun wan to do it at all...say like i very bad...haiz.,.i dunno i so bad to her..den i oso say her everyday nv update blog...den she unhappy again..dunno y always gimme the sianz face...wanna see her happy but she oso so sianz and sad de...i feel im really lousy to make her feel all this...