12th nov.....wah today morning quite early wake up...i had some weird dream and dear woke mi..i sort of dreamt of i had make a toilet my room..those handicap de...den i actually quite enjoy the dream...dunno wtf....den dear called and i had to go pick her...den b4 i go out i cant find my keys so i go out by back door..den dear came...brought a huge bag containing lots of stuff...including the stuff to jog...den cos i had no key to the front door i didnt wanna go up to put the stuff...so i carry dear de bag and i went to queue for roti prata while dear withdraw money for mi so i can return her..the queue was very long i stood there abt 20 mins b4 it came to my turn..ask dear to help mi buy the soya bean she refused cos she say the bag heavy -.- .....den she sort of dunno y pissed...i oso quite pissed cos she jus sat there and like waiting to be serve but nvm...i ignore it and went to ntc after buying the soya bean cos i need to get some snacks and drinks cos we would be watchig death note ma...den went home she oso not really please..but after awhile ok liao...den we watch naruto..quite dumb...den afterdat spend some time kissing and we both fell aslp..abt 2+ my cousin came and i woke up..play game with him and let dear rest...dear slp till 5+..den came out we play need for speed..she lousy and i dun think she enjoyed it...den she play with my cousin and i think she win him...den we brought ray down for a walk..den dear went to buy dinner while i continue to walk ray..den brought him home..had a huge dinner and watch tv awhile...dear do project and stuff..feel quite useless cant help and even wanna stop her im soooooooooo bad...haiz..cos i yearn for her too much liao i guess..i love her..muacks