8th oct...wah today is really nothing to say leh..i woke up at ard 9...saw my cousin and mom not around so i went to watch anime..today i watch death note 1st..in jap de fish la...luckily i read abt the comic b4 if not i totally clueless wat they talkin...den i eat corn flakes...den i went to play winning 11..i dunno wat to do..b4 that i went in i saw ray shit..i was like wth..alot lo..den i clear up liao he go urine...den abt 1 i cook noodles den i feed him some pet food...den i go watch show...finally after lunch i went to fed him...when i went in omg shit all flying around...shit king...change papers for him again..i juz put 1 he shit on it...crap la..den i throw away...den feed him i go play game till my mom came back and told mi abt the curses and the power of talking...den she cook dinner for mi...den she go out..the dinner today was abit like bought from outside quite nice wor...den i call dear talk..she hang mi twice cos cant talk den i tot she angry or something....but no...den after she complaint abt yesterday..how i try to hug and kiss her in front of my mom and den she tells mi i neglect her alot when theres some1 besides her around...she say i play game nv talk to her she juz tag along...suddenly i felt tat im really a lousy bf...my baby gal has suffer so much injustice and i didnt know any of it...i feel so sad tat shes so sad i shed a tear for her and i became quite sad...no mood to talk..den after awhile deni became normal..den i play with ray..he so naughty la..i scared next time he be juz biting ppl haiz..i hope he can stop soon..den lvl my character to 44 den now wanna zzz liao..tml go out celebrate with dear cos early bday ma..on wed her mom take her out to eat..so happy for her..muacks..love u dear