9th sep...today morning woke up..play game a while..den had a american breakfast...bread eggs hotdog and portugal egg tarts...and ice cool bananas..den meet dear at lot1 den we went to pasir ris...issac was late and he took a cab there..when we reach there..i saw my driving instructor..wannasiam him de but cant..he saw mi when i dunno...shit..den he promise mi to give mi the 50dollars tis week..woohoo..show mi the money...den we took a cabthere...enjoy playing goldkart...den dear got a shock when we go haunted hse...got 1 gal in front of us shout at her den she shock..haha so cute de...den we went pirate boat..not scary as i tot it was den cos banana makes mi wanna puke we went to play fun fair games...the 1st game i won dear a horsieden i tot wah sweet..den she won a memo with her 1st throw and i missed all..shit...crap..its bigger than mi...den we play other games...in between we went to other challenging games..got 1 spiining wheel she went alone as i dun dare to go..but when she play got a guy next to her..i was like fuck la whosthe bloody idiot sitting next to dear...den quite jealous...but i couldnt say anything cos i didnt dare to go..shit..den she enjoyed it...den she told mi the guy like talk to her..den i was like fucking idiot...play game play la talk to my gal..fuck sia..den we went others,,i agree to play with her the other 1even though im still scared..i think i shouldnt be so scared cos next time how to play with dear..and no more chance for ppl to talk to her liao...and itsthink dear yearns for mi to join in the fun..tats the major factor...i drag myself to it...went thru it and survive..glad i played with her cos with her bymyside everything seems not tat bad..den i acc her to the ride which the guy talk to her...to play it as i promise to play and i wan to honour it...heeden while we playing i saw bunch of gals coming den i tot wat sia they so noisy..den we went up the ride..while seated i saw 1 of them looking at mi..she has big eyes...long hair..looks kinda cute...den cos got babe looking at mi i feel quite happy sia..for the 1st time sia ..den we play..thats the scariest part of it as its really scary..when it turns down it almost feels like we gonna hit the floor..shit..i was holding dears hand tightly..and itgave mi the strenght within to go thru it..afterwards issac and his gf played it too..i think they kinda enjoyed it..as its quite fun actually...den whileleaving i saw the gal looking at mi again..its 3 times i saw at the area..den we went to the water slide...waited for a long time b4 we got on the boatdear saw her primany sch teacher...den she greet her...den i saw the gal again...den i was like -.- ...den i dun care and went for the ride...wah..its quitefun but it got mi all wet and as a result abarasions again...shit...actually wanna go sing K as i recevied my pay and i feel really heappy...butin the endwe didnt go as issac not feeling well and colins laziness..den thanks god for it we had more time together...dear went to buy a zipit bag at tampines mallden we went to jp she went ther to buy hair band and we walk around there..saw my cousin and aunt...she went to see belt for via and den its my turn to shop. and i bought perfume and jays new album..sweet..haven heard it yet but i hope its nice..went home at chicken rice with carrot cake as dear mention it but actually she meant another kind..den we had almond for desert which dear didnt like but i loved every 1 of it...den we had some talk after tatand she got offended for somethings i say..she juz cant get critcise..haiz...but alls well ends well i acc her to bus stop b4 going home...i miss her lots..sunday i cant meet her cos family day mon i got wat stupid night event which is fucked up...so i can onli meet her on tues..i miss her alot..i really love her alot..more than words..but everytime we quarrel it leaves a blight in my heart..i juz hope we would quarrel so i would more confident to maintain us...loving u lots and always alot