14th sep..today morning woke up really late...den manage to get on bus on time..den reach my unit late...shit..heard tat if late again i will get something from them..den afterdat i went to shit cos i morning rush..anyway i told my friend tat i gonna get a dog liao...the tot of it ju excited mi so much..den ate wan ton mee den slack till lunch..ate lunch and watch chicken little...den we go donate blood..i as regular donator but today i cant today cos i grew so fat till they cant find my veins...fucked..i really very depress abt it..i told dear abt it..she reply once and slp like dunno wat again....no words of comfort at all..i feel so sad...den nvm i pretend i donated and we ran off to go home as my sir say donate liao let us go back..went home and reach home abt 4..den dear told mi she cant meet mi..den i was abit sian la but nvm la..let her rest lo..den we maple till now wanna go back camp for confinment liao den i received some shocking news tat we might not have the dog anymore cos somehow they manage to psycho the owner and the other group keeps the dog..haiz...i feel so sad..i dunno how to tell my mom as she oso quite happy and stuff...i feel so saad and disappointed..haiz...shit la...i dunno la..sad sia