27th aug..today was a good day..today it not onli stregthen my belief tat i and dear would last forever it oso make sure tat we both of us r very in love with each other...morning..i heard dear knocking at my door..den i was pretending not to hear it and took my time...den i scare her..hee..dear so cute always let mi scare de...den brush teeth den i play game for a while b4 dear went to slp and i continue playing..den time flashes by and its reaching 4...realising i haven go make my concession i woke dear and we went...oso arrange with my aunt to go to the airport to go fetch my mom from her trip to thailand...den i feel like quite weird cos today is dears dads bday den she nv acc him..feel bad..but i wan more time with dear..haiz..took the train to redhill and took my aunts car to airport...the place has since changed alot since my last visit there...its beautiful...den while waiting for my mom i wanted to buy mac but cos im so broke i consider a long time b4 deciding not to buy the meal...althought i was dying to eat it but i had to save it till the rest of the month..but at the moment i suddenly feel very patheic...i cant even afford a meal..i feel like im really super broke...den alot restaurants dear eat b4 but i nv..kinda envy but haiz..no choice my family is not rich...so cant say anything..ate some chocolate my aunt bought and met up with my mom and went home...den spend some time with dear watching the show and having noodles at dinner..not quite the 1 i wanted..but no choice..1 day im gonna be very rich till i can buy everything i wan...no matter wat it takes im gonna be rich..fuck off from a peasants life...and oso can give dear wat she wans and she dun have to work..tml she going job hunting..i kinda wish she wouldnt get but oso wish she would get a decent job with good pay...im in a dilema but i know i mustnt be selfish..so i wish her all the best for tml..hope to see u soon on tues..love u muacks