30th july...time is with flying speed as i begun the day with dear...she woke mi up and i open the door for her...we had a great time together....today we kiss for a very long time...5-7 mins...the whole process is very good...kissing her was like the best and i enjoy very min of it...we fell aslp around 10 and we woke up at 1230..i woke dear up...the moment i woke up i kiss her and it woke her up too...its because i had a nightmare tat when i woke up she was no where to be found...i was terrified and i hug her tightly...after reassuring mi tat she would not leave mi..we went to buy lunch....ate already we watch a new watch call magicians of love...kinda crappy....den we wanted to watch pirates of carribean but the vcd she brought over was spoil...we couldnt see anything and i try my kindaichi..which is onli in jap and canto with no subtittles..damn...afterdat we went in to relac and den i remember we had been soak with rain water i ask dear to bath....den when we came out my mom saw us...and i guess she knew wat was goin on...hee....we went in and dear talk to via dunno on wat prob....quite long till we atch vampire hunting and stuff b4 i fell aslp...when i woke up i realise time is coming to an end as im preparing to leave dear and go back to camp..my heart was very heavy..and i dun really feel like eating but my mom cook so i oblige....tml is a very impt day for mi as i had my HSP retest and start my 3 ton driving which describe by my instrcutor a miracle for mi to pass....i feel depress but and kinda sad..but i know i had to get thru this somehow...guess i juz have to buck up...with dears support i guess i can do anything...well guess i gotta go soon...i love u dear..enjoy every moment with u....pls dun leave mi ok...i guess u r the onli person in my life which will make mi go mad if u really disappear..i love u