28th july... i have my assessment to do..and oso to complete my public road driving...and i oso learn stuff like height and lashing...tying knots have nv been my strong point and i sux at it..but my lashing was ok i guess...tried to use the com to read dears blog but the com was offf...damn...i oso had a run of diahorea but in order not to let dear worry i didnt tell her..soon its assessment time..i was the 2nd assessment guy...so i went to toilet with Noah..when i came back i ask called to a malay sir which i tot i need to do my driving..but i told him i hadnt done my assessment and after he realise its a mixed up i went back...i was suppose to go to the malay guy for assessment but when i went back from the mixed up i saw Noah there and so i went to the other 1...due to my nervousness i gave him a wrong form and he scolded mi...so i was very scared and stuff...went to stop line nv stop..immediate failure...turning right fail to keep right..immediate too..my changing of gears were poor too and bad positioning...was the mistake he mention to mi...but i brace myself to complete it as i wanna try my best too...and when we went back for some divine reason...he passed mi..he was talking to the malay guy and he ask mi y i nervous,is ti cos he hansome and stuff..seeing no harm i agree and for some reason...he passed mi and sya u likedat say i cant fail u and i gave him a good reason too..so i passed...feel relieve abt it..but feel tat i need to conquer this feeling if not i wont be able to pass my 3ton test to go home...i did parking again and with guidance of another sir i did it quick...at the end of the day Mr Suku say if i didnt pass i sat need to stay at sembawang camp..i was like thanking GOD for his help...den at night ask dears opinion abt where she wanted to go she like more interested in tv than mi...i feel like im like nothing comapre to tv..so i was kinda pissed...after awhile its her turn to be pissed cos i nv eat my medicine..haiz..i always make her sad 1..sorry dear....but my love for u is true..i love u