19th july..today i have my final test to determine if i could go public road...i went to theory in the morning den noon to driving...i was very tense abt it...den i even went to the a instructor tot tat he was a tester..finally when got up..i was tense and forget abt alot things...i fault 3 major mistakes..1st was driving against traffic..2nd is i nv stop at stop sign and lastly is oso same with the 1st 1...the 1st and last mistake i onli did wad the tester told mi but i misinterepet his meaning and i failed..i was super sad..onli 3 ppl failed...i was kinda depress..but everything was diff when i went back to camp..i had nights off and i went to meet dear..i was so happy..i treat dear to KFC and we bought some stuff a deo 4 my friend and myself....b4 tat i and dear wanted sometime 4 ourselfs we went to hide at stairs to have our own time..so happy could hug dear and kiss her...everything of my depression was gone and i had fighting spirit now to do it as dear is my redbull..hee..i oso bought haw ball back as my snack which is a hit with my bunkmates..they ask where i buy and stuffs...haha..good taste ya..and dear i really enjoy spending my days with u..u do make a difference..i love u