june 18th..woke up by dear cos she sya shes coming and she told mi tat her mom scold her 4 goin out always..at tat time i was too tired to reply and i fell back to slp..dear ask mi to pick her i too tired to oblige her..i went back to slp till she ask mi to open door..den i went to brush and stuff den go back to slp again..saw her talking to her friend elaine..den i disturb her awhile..den we went down to buy the honey chicken chop..and some grocries to eat..den we went back..ate noodles while watching vritues of harmony..afterdat watch devil by myside den we rest awhile while playing ms myself..ard 530 we go to jp to shop 4 dears mom present...den she buy a sheep..-.- cos its her moms zodiac...den we went around walking den she went to look at dye...afterdat i went to buy squid..heee...den we went back le...sang our way back home..wow dears voice really unique wor..went back and pack my stuff...cos my scold mi den we ate dinner which my mom cooked..afterdat we watch lord of the ring b4 i went to shit and pack my stuff...dear oso saw her friend laine again den she almost check my history and found out wat i was going to give her on our 1 r anniversary..phew del in time so she wont know..den i send her back...at the lift i saw her eyes red..i see liao feel so sad...she wanted to cry but she held back...i see liao i feel so sad...my heart aches all the way till we part...while walking to the bus stop i had the urge of asking her to stay 4 the night so i could hug her in my arms but i know she cant.. so we took some pics on the bus and kissing was oso inside my goodbye plans... when finally i left..my dear took bus 700 which change its route and she almost went to town..luckily she stop in the nick of time...phew...she oso fell so clumsy...makes my heart ache..making mi very worry if she could take care of herself...if anything happen to her i dunno how i will live without her..cos i really love her alot..tml i be goin to camp liao...5 days without her is like tormenting mi 5 days..i dunno how to get thru this..i hope i willl survive this day..dear i really love u alot..cant live without u..muacks..cant wait till fri to see u again..love u