15th june...dull day..cos dear cleaner come at 9 waited for her to reach her is abt3+..we ms till lvl den we ate lunch..den i went to pick her at bus stop cos she requested it..den she do homework till 6+...den we went down for soccer cos she wanted to learn but in the end we play passing..den we went to my home there de pasar malam..lack of money tats y we bought little stuffs..but very filing..we oso got ntuc to buy chips and stuff..dear and went to bath when we reach home..she finish liao i went in...den we ate burger together..den she say feel cold worr..im scared she is sick..worried..den we went to get crayon shinchan b4 i sent her to busstop..got scolded 4 kissing her cos she say i eat chicken mouth oily..den i called her she say she feel slp..i was kinda upset cos we used to talk on the phone everday b4 i started army life..no matter wat we would talk but now we r like talking lesser and lesser..dear go home and slps..i know shes tired cos of sch work and stuff...very stress over it too mayb..but i cant talk to her i feel sad..den i talk to her she nv say properly den i cant hear and she accused mi of being fucked up di siao..haiz..feel so sad sian..but we made it up...but still i wanna talk to her wanna reminsce the past...of us talking and stuff.maybe cos we r together long liao tats y nb talk nth much liao..mayb ba..anyway i dun wan her to be so tired so guess we stop talking den..wah tml get posting...feeling very nervous...