11th june..althought i slept at 6 i still woke up at 10..wah..den slack till abt 1 den went to buy tian tian xiang..den the aunty keep asking mi abt army life..haha..den afterdat went home dear ask mi to ms wor..den she told mi her bro know she play ms oso..i was like 'fuck man there goes our privacy'..indeed..when i go find her her bro was beside her..no matter how i try to shake cant shake him off...i got alittle pissed..den when dear use my character he go defame as to disturb dear...i was like so pissed off..wtf...follow us around liao i already dun wan to say somemore still play to likedat....very cb la..den i told dear im super pissed..den she go caned him and stuff..which makes mi feel bad..cos i dun wanna hurt him or something juz wanna scold him nia..den dear oso kinda pissed with mi scolding her bro..shes very defensive for him..wonder y?she oso scold him herself...no link...den afterdat we play till 3+ b4 she set off to her grandma hse...den my mom came back..while she watch a show..i hear something which lets mi ponder 4 sometim..they say our love hormones can onli last 18 months..which makes mi worry if we were gonna be apart from dear...feel kinda scared...den i was so sian till i acc mom to NTUC which i spend 50 bucks on the groceris..when im so broke..now oso dun think our plan to marry in game will happen liao..this is really very depressing..i cant nv seem to do the thing or get the things i wan to do...im juz fucking broke...its really very sad

While at NTUC dear sms mi and told mi his bro found out abt us cos of the ring...lol..i was like of cos la..sooner later de from the design..den dear oso told mi her dad is coming home..which means we would be meeting less cos her dad dun like her to go out..tis makes mi feel sad..but no choice...den while i was watching tv..the show inside got a pregant women..den their family tot she suffering from post natal depression..den i think of her the women act..i told myself...i would surely die man if its dear whos suffering from tat...i would get blast and dunno fly to where..which makes mi ponder wat to do again..den play game with dear again..talk to her on the phone her repsones oso like very slow..ask her thing 3 sec later den she reply mi with the huh or something likedat...-.-....her aunt and bro they share com to play with her..wtf man..cant even have our time together...3s a crowd..dun they know tat...no choice so i left..now im writing this so late cos dear tell mi blog cant be used..but im trying now i think its ok.. haiz..its really been a mixed feeling of day today..