14th may i be departing from my house in around 20 mins time...how i cant bear to leave...really cant bear to leave dear..but i know i gotta go back to report...weekend is really very precious to mi...every weekend wats in my mind was to come out and meet dear...i really know tat i cant live without her...its a sad truth...but yes im reallly so in love with her..every sec seems to gone in a instance...knowing tat i wont be back earliest is sat noon..i suddenly in my heart began to count the days left which allows mi to meet her again....haiz..i wonder y i love her much....anyway begin the day with a crappy start...when wonder up i felt really ill but didnt wanna let dear know so i try not to be in pain...den phones calls sms keep to wake mi up...finally we woke up at around 11..but i still feel very tired...the medicine cough syrup made mi drowsy the whole time...den we watch naruto the 2nd movie and the usual goes on...around 1 we went to eat maggie mee and tibits..wow its been around 3 weeks since i taste maggie mee..almost cant remember how it feels like...den we watch the rainie show..devil by urside...weird show...den aftertat we lie on my bed counting the mins till i have to leave..its been really heart breaking....den i felt aslp in her arms..den i slpt in her arms till my alarm woke mi and i took a bath till now..

Dear wat i wanna say is i really really love u alot wor...4 i dunno y..its like i nv love any 1 as much as i love u...u r like part of mi liao....like if u werent here i really rather die..but as faith in our r/s goes i keep telling myself to go on so i can meet u again...i really love u alot alot alot....pls pls nv leave mi 4 i will really die muacks love u always muacks